February 2010
4 posts
baby you're all mine now
like the way it should be
4 more days until Valentine's
and first time I’m excited for it.
Wednesday 10am. I will dread this day but remember...
My baby boy, you have suffered enough and now you will finally be able to relax.
Love you Sir Tom. You will never leave my memories, even if it brings a tear now and then.
January 2010
4 posts
i don’t know what you did, but i wasn’t expecting this
you got me waiting for your call, counting on it
when i thought that it was the last thing i wanted
how’d you do this to me babe?
you’re showing me a world i forgot about long ago
and i’m starting to remember,
that I really did deserve better, and I’m finally being treated right
but baby don’t...
baby, how'd you get me falling so fast?
June 2009
2 posts
May 2009
4 posts
1 tag
“(410): apparently my drunken alterego is a lazyeyed bisexual.”
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“(214): I’m saving my limes so I’ll know how many drinks I’ve...”
Bj for good skin?
H: Sperm is supposed to be good for your skin.
F: *looks at B* Is that why your skin is so flawless?
Everyone but B: LMAO
B: ……ummm
Leaving on a jet plane
I just looked out the window and saw a single plane flying through the cloudless and sunny sky, disapearing behind the trees and then reapearing again.
The great weather and blossoming trees and flowers get my mood up quite a bit, but the plane is the cherry on top.
All I can think of is how I will be on one myself in nine days, on my way to London, UK. and in a month I will hop on another one...
April 2009
20 posts
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you don't let me forget about you
because as soon as I do
and I start thinking about more important things
you pop up again
that's the reaction I was looking for =)
i guess it wasn't just false hope after all
I’m really going.
I'm writing my psych paper on snake fears
Which is quite ironic, considerring I have an irational overdramatic fear of snakes that I am fully aware of, but cannot get rid of.
let's do it over and over again
Please stop giving me false hope
It just makes it harder.
I've been feeling kind of shitty lately.
I want Marilyn Monroe's sex appeal, with Audrey...
Considering they’re both amazing in completely different ways..I don’t know if it’s possible.
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You give me shivers
just by talking to me when I least expect it, and getting me excited all over again, right when I begin to loose hope and give up.
It’s bittersweet; because I know it’s your doing, but I can’t stop feeling the shivery cold for even hours later.
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please don't disapear
it can either keeping going and get really good or stop and go horribly wrong
let’s let it get good.
that really wasn't such a big deal
I dont know why it was so hard to decide.
March 2009
22 posts
body parts
A list of things on my body that I am thankful for.
Because we spend too much time only noticing the things we don’t like.
-My skin: It is always soft, even if i generally dont use lotion.
-My calves: somehow they stay toned and lean no matter how little exericise i do
-My wasit: I can go up in down in weight, but I always have that hourglass figure thanks to my small waist
-My hair: I...
i dont know what to do about you
or what do think about you
or how to want you
or even wether i should want you or now
in the same way that
im not sure what you think about me
or if and how you want me
it’s kind of worry-some actually. i would like to know. so that i could figure out what to do, and get it off my mind. i don’t want to waste my time anymore. i wish i knew what I really wanted..so that I could...
pa ra pa pum
i would like to hit the dance floor.
let’s hope june comes quickly. I’m sick of using a fake ID already
finally at peace
What started out as a stressfull task, turned out to be quite relaxing.
I’m sitting at a couch at my college’s library, with my legs up, leaning back writing my essay and listenning to the beatles. All the while; the sun is shining down on my face through the blinds of the the large window beside me, letting me look out now and then to see the field of grass and dandilions. I...
I keep dreaming of the same things
And the most frequent one is snakes. The other night I dreamed of a giant cobra slithering across the floor. I woke up jumping right out of bed. It doesn’t help that I have a big phobia for snakes.
Things I keep in my purse
mimilachula:
lindeezy:
•Black & white checkered wallet •Journal •A notebook •A book •Perfume •Pen •Pencils •Sharpie •Advil •Extra labret jewelry •Charger
Yep, can’t forget the sharpie for the eyebrows.
Wallet
cell phone
birth control
tissue
lip balm
digital camera
advil
water bottle
book
pen
This made me wonder how it all fits!
i'm staying
I wonder if that will make a difference between us.
You've been making me smile all day
since yesterday.
And I can’t stop.
the way I see it
there are only two possible outcomes..but neither one are that possible or that great.
The one I’ve been looking forward to, keeping me going at the end of the day, is the one that I feel like will never happen.
too late
You’ve saved her so many times, letting her take her time growing up and giving her countless chances to fix her mistakes. I still haven’t used up any of my chances, but now you have nothing left when it’s my turn. I guess I’ll have to stay stronger than all of you, and make no mistakes the first time round.
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wtf
Okay so I’ve notice my pet peeves around a lot lately. Things doing things that just get on my nerves..and I’m not one to get pissed of easily.
1. I hate it when somebody gets mad at me just cuz I am mad at them. That doesn’t solve the problem..just makes it worse.. Especially if you have no reason for you to be mad besides me being upset. And PLUS especially if I explained to...
Creeps
M: this guy i met in the cafeteria he seemed pretty nice so i thought it would be okay if we would be just friends...but now he just keeps talking to me whenever im online and would always text me and compliments me on my photos and smile. its getting so creepy.
N: be like yeah idk my boyfriend, Butch, just got outta jail and he doesnt rlly approve of me hanging out with guys one on one.. like he has anger managemnet u know? the jail counsellor told him to just count to ten and tht it was natural to be jealous but tht he needs to learn to take it out in different ways.. i think hes learning so i guess we can hang out
i am finally protected